On . Way

1.

Wave next time…

you scared me away
so you could sleep me
to forgotten.

2.

Pretend that you’re carsick,
choke the life out of
a bouquet of flowers,
and soften the blow
with saw blades.

3.

I reversed your home’s interior;
my best friends became
arterial sprayed walls
and their cryptic corners
beneath the shadows.

You were sleeping,
dreaming alone on an electric beach
where static
waves collided
over pixilated grains of sand

while I was being bombarded
with blizzards
on the far side of the sun,
writing a suicide note
that ended
with
“hello”